I am not so sure of anything anymore. She has changed so incredibly much and probably alot of it is my fault for i told her these things were ok. the more i speak of this the more my ego gets involved. she isnt a drug addict, she is really loving and powerful, but she doesnt really have so many boundaries. she is going through a period of Venus influence i feel. it seems like she is living an Osho type philosophy, which i would never have expected from her due to the devotional, pure things she told me 3 4 years ago. Its usually nice between us, but anytime i make a mistake she starts telling this is why she doesnt want a relationship with me. i am not perfect..
she says kundalini makes her feel too much energy, power, she said she is too persuasive then. shes very magnetic for some reason. i do channel alot of energy to her even when shes not here...
I think seeing all the suffering of india will open her heart, it seems like she needs to go beyond pleasure and find a beautiful, meaningful purpose.
The mind is so tricky, no? Im not condemning anything, just trying to understand.
In Loving Kindness
Deep thanks
--- In Kundaliniyoga@
>
> Dear Recycledsole,
>
> YOU are the one with so much to give. Honor yourself and try not to enable
> your friend. Your friend sounds like she has a LOT to work on. She is very
> young and needs a lot of attention to fulfill herself. She is so lucky to
> have you as a friend, but it doesn't sound like she is giving you the
> respect that you deserve.
>
> Of course she would do so much better with Kundalini Yoga in her life, but
> she must decide that.
>
> Take care of yourself, you sound like a wonderful human being. You are on
> the right track.
>
> Many blessings,
>
> Karamleen Kaur
>
> On Tue, Jul 14, 2009 at 11:14 AM, recycledsole <recycledsole@
>
> >
> >
> > Sat Nam Friends
> > My girlfriend has Alot of energy. she is 23. the men in her life have never
> > been so great to her. never helping her feel so secure, taken care of with
> > Compassion. sometimes she says she has too much energy. she is from the
> > 15,000ft moutains. She is very social and gets alot of energy from friends/
> > guys. So she can be very active, wants action, SEEKING excitement. she isnt
> > always content with me which i understand. I know i am very dispassionate
> > after becoming a Yogi. i know in KY though they say to have some passion.
> > the last year she has been "doing whatever she feels"not had so many limits
> > and kind of expanding very quickly Not taking care of her arua, having sex
> > with other people than me, partying so much.. now i have come back into
> > contact with her she is slowing down a little. Its so nice to be there
> > energetically for eachother, to balance the male and female energies. just
> > being there. it is vunerable and you get deeper to the root so more things
> > come up than just riding on the attractive energies, but i really feel so
> > much better about it. i am glad for the teachings of all the yogis and the
> > Humanology of Yogi Bhajan that has helped me to understand women (a little)
> > more and relationships and the basic roles better.
> > i think she just wants to do something with her energy.. from my own
> > experience and from observing other yogis we feel very calm, content,
> > balanced, sometimes even passive. I am so grateful.i notice she doesnt feel
> > this way untill she has stayed up all night almost, dancing or talking,
> > drinking etc... its really nice to be there with her when she has had some
> > drinks and she is really peaceful and calm- but she has some impurity
> > usually then.. its not all Her energy. she doesnt wake up early and do
> > sadhana, usually she is up at 8-11am.. i love being around her. its very
> > nice she is such a beautiful person. Its nice too when she is more chilled
> > out, more content in just Being.
> > She can do sooooo much for the world, kids, poor people, young people. In
> > service of our Love and the Consciousness i hope there is someway that she
> > can get more into channeling her energy not just higher, but balancing all
> > aspects. shes amazing, i hope reading this you might get a suggestion from
> > your own experience of being a 23 year old woman with alot of energy and not
> > so much guidance.
> > Thank You for any insight You may have. I am really glad to see the many
> > persepectives. May the Guru Bless You. Your wisdom and kindness is the
> > Greatest gift.
> > In Peace
> >
> >
> >
>
>
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>
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